Pasithea

Wow. I've been so busy looking for a job and doing art and stuff I hadn't really thought about it.

E needed some references for my job so I listed all the people that said I could use them as references and wrote a little about my relationship with each of them and now I'm all weepy and crying. I really fucking miss my team. I was always so happy working at GPB. Thirty hour days are no problem when you are having fun and love the people you're working with. That just kind of hit me, damnit. The team at Allied Video was the same way. Everyone was awsome and I just totally loved them and it was hard to leave that place. I still keep in touch with Jim now and then but that was a small team, only a couple of people. GPB was like a family and almost everyone there is totally awsome. I miss them. :( Maybe once I'm working again I'll see if they want to meet up and have lunch or something.

I can't believe I'm this weepy over something like this. It wasn't just the mission, that place made me really believe in myself.